On 10 January 2014, I had a letter published in the DomPost Summer section:
Dear cancer,
When I first found out about you, I was so scared. I felt you held this enormous amount of power and were incredibly evil. I just wanted you gone at any costs. I couldn’t stand to think about any of your cells in my body.
Over time, I relaxed with you a little. I realised that a few cells here and there were okay and actually, I had to die of something at some point. I started thinking about death and realised that I had achieved a lot in my life and would be okay about dying if I had to go. I eventually started to realise how you brought the gift of valuing time and my life into sharp focus with your arrival.